Got me right in the feels.

So let me just tell you this.I made  a promise with myself that i would never cry again because i used to cry so much when i was small,over such ridiculous things that it makes me so angry when i think about it.So i think it's been 3 to 4 years since i have actually cried and i want to keep it that way for as long as i can.I hate crying it makes me feel weak and shit man so yeah that's the story behind why i never cry.I'd rather be heartless i guess.

Anyways i was watching a korean movie and it about this mentally disabled father that has a small daughter and they're living a happy life blah blah and one day he gets blamed for this other girls death and he is sent to prison and he really wants to see his daughter so his inmates help him to get her in the prison so they can see each other But he has a death sentence for the crime he has done and so i started reading the comments before i started watching the movie right and everyone's going on about this boy band named EXO that watched it and so i searched about them and all the pictures were them crying their eyes out and i was like this must be one of those movies that have an emotional scene so i was okay lets watch it And i was so confident that i wasnt going to cry because that shit doesn't work on me and right im watching it and its nearly the end right and its time for his death sentence or whatever and he's saying goodbye to the girl and it was then that my body started to bloody work by itself and i swear to go i felt like it wasn't even my freaking body!Anyways so i started feeling all teary and shit and next thing you know it i can feel this tear going down and i quickly get my pillow and wipe it away before it reached my cheeks haha XD
Yeah so basically moral of the story is that the movie was so good even a heartless human like me cant avoid it.

Even though i did give out a lot of spoilers right now i really hope you guys check the movie out and maybe even after watching it tell me what you thought and if it made you cry too.Wow i admit that such a beautiful movie could break through my black heart like that.wow.


The movie miracle in cell no.7 can be found on YouTube with English subs.

This is the movie ^.

This was literally me while watching this movie.

Korean dramas and movies.

since last year i have been watching K-dramas with my sister and at first i kept on laughing at all of them thinking they're all ugly but after taking them seriously I've fallen in love with them and yes they make me laugh soo much and happy.I will list some that i watched and that i liked but the following will not be in order.

Flower boy next door.

K-dramas

mary stayed out all night.

To the beautiful you.

Rooftop prince.

playful kiss.

Coffee prince

I hear your voice.

The masters sun.

Surplus princess.

Marriage,not dating.

And the Best one right now for me is this one.Please watch it guys its so beautiful.

Fated to love you.

    K-movies

100 days with Mr arrogant.

200 pounds beauty.

Please teach me English. 

My tutor friend.

Finding Mr destiny. 

A millionaires 1st love.

He was cool.

Hello,Schoolgirl.

My boyfriend is type B.

How to use guys With secret tips.

Baby and I.

My mighty Princess.

Good luck through everything!

Everyone has their own shit going on either if its going on right now or its already happened or it will happen but soon it will all be over because nothing stays forever in this world.

for you out there going through:

self harm.
anxiety.
Anorexia.
Bipolar disorder.
personality disorder.
Bulimia
Dyslexia.
Depression.
Gender disorder.
Insomnia.
OCD
Panic disorder
Physical abuse
Emotional abuse
sleep disorder
social anxiety 

(im sorry iknow i missed so many)

Let me just tell you one thing.Sitting down and moaning about the negativity in your life wont get you anywhere so dont do that try to make a difference in your life to get rid of it and if its impossible  to do so then try and learn to live with it might seem hard at first but you will learn to get used to it so try because thats what life is all about people!


                                           Just a beautiful quote i found by charlie chaplin.

why don't we ever notice these things?

So i was watching disconnect and its a movie and it talks about three different people but they're kind of connected in a way and it just showed me how many people in this world have so many problems but they never show it they're always hiding behind their big smiles and laughs or some are even quiet and so silent that you wouldn't even notice them.Its just saddens me so much because when i grow up i want to be a psychologist and i just really want to help people out with problems like that but when i watched that movie i started to think of how many people wouldn't actually show their selves they would stay hidden and just keep their pain a secret and its scares me how many people like that are out there that no one,not even their family or friends know what they are going through and i just want to  go to all of them and hug them soo tightly.Why did this world have to be such a pain in the arse and make innocent people go through so much?Whyyy :( I just always ask myself why the people on this world had to come out so difficult to understand and why some come out to be living a positive life and the other half feel like their whole life is just living in hell.Why cant everyone just be nice to each other,stop themselves from making fun of each other and Why Why do you always have to pass your anger and hatred onto someone else why cant you put a stop to it and say to yourself 'this is wrong! i will react differently to this problem and i wont let it bring me down'.
Only if this world was more helpful and understanding to each other it would be a better place...


This is the movie that made me think about all this shit going on in this world.Please guys check it out!

And then i started listening to this song for some reason which made me feel so emotional and depressed ugh.

One more thing guys please if you ever see someone getting bullied or looking like theyre going through a lot of pain then jump in and try and help them out because one tiny thing can make a big difference!Dont forget that!
And for anyone needing professional help then visit this site : -------- >7cupsoftea <-----------

Movies i loved that you will too.

Because im bored i wanna list some movies that i watched or im going to watch that i think were really good and that will make your day.Some of them will be pretty old but if you start watching them you will be so into them that you wont even notice the're from 3 generations ago.P.s they are not listed from my most fave to least but just randomly.

 1.dream street:the biggest fan 
2.the millers 
3.a haunted house 1 and 2
4.the fault in our stars 
5.divergent 
6.The hunger games 
7.Lucy 
8.X-men watch all the movies 
9. Neighbors 
10.Titanic
11.artificial intelligence
12.Blood diamond

13.10 things i hate about you
14.Easy A
15.The perks of being a wallflower
16.John tucker must die
17.Penelope
18.Stalked at 17
19.Hangover 1,2,3
20.life in a day.
21.Painful secrets
22.odd girl out
23.To save a life
24.disconnect

yes,you need to know this ;)

Because im bored and i havent wrote on here for a while i will do some random facts that you'll thank me for telling you about :') Enjoy!

1. Albert Einstein never wore any socks.(for people who dont,your not alone :D)
2.  The average human will eat 8 spiders while asleep in their lifetime.(no wonder we dont feel hungry after we wake up ;))
3.  In space, astronauts cannot cry because there is no gravity.
4.  Hummingbirds are the only creatures that can fly backwards.
5.  An ostrich’s eye is bigger than its brain.
6.  Cockroaches can live 9 days without their heads before they starve to death.
7.  A flamingo can eat only when its head is upside down.
8.  The lighter was invented before the match.(okay.you dont really need to know that)
9. The average left-handed person lives 7 years LESS than a right-handed person.(im a left hander and i dont belive this)
10.  Every time you sneeze your heart stops a second.(which means you should thank god you dont die in that second)
11.  The “Sixth Sick Sheik’s Sixth Sheep’s Sick” is the hardest tongue-twister.(ha hard aint it)
12.  The average person has over 1,460 dreams a year!(keep on dreamin people :') )
13. Scientists with high-speed cameras have discovered that rain drops are not tear shaped but rather look like hamburger buns.(haha no wonder i always feel like eating them XD)
14.  Each nostril of a human being registers smells in a different way. Smells that are made from the right nostril are more pleasant than the left. However, smells can be detected more accurately when made by the left nostril.(now you know which nose to close ;))
15. About 20 percent of teens will experience depression before they reach adulthood.(poor us teens :( )
16. if you take phones off teens they will become sleepy.(And bored.!)
17. Coca-Cola would be green if the food colorant wasn't added.(i'd prefer it to be green :P )
18. Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete.(is that why they have to be so fat? -.-)
19. If removed from the stress of the modern world, the average human would sleep about 10 hours a day.(go away stress)
20. A duck's quack doesn't echo anywhere, no one knows why.(are they aliens??)

Its that time of the month for me and i feel so pissed off at everyone it makes me laugh while im half crying.

<<<<< how i feel right now :( i want food because it lessens the pain but i cant go to the kitchen at the moment :'(

Secrets

i was listening to anime amv and i came up on this one which is a bit different and it caught my attention because of its name :) Its called secret and the video that  i watched is'nt the actual one but the cartoon type.well anyway listen to it its really good and reminded me of how keeping secrets changes your life.

i know everyone that watched this is either gonna have different idea and memories about how they used to keep secrets and the consequences that can happen but some of you might just listen to it without thinking about it but thats okay coz everyones mind works differently:P when i first heard this song i started thinking about how people used to tell me their secrets and BY ACCIDENT i would go and blurt it out to someone else which ofcourse made a big war between me and the person who told me the secret so basically it reminded me of that time because this song keeps on saying like if your going to keep a secret you've got to be careful because if you dont you'll be in trouble but in the song it says i'll kill you so yeah guys check out this MEP video and tell me what you thought about it ;) if you want to watch more videos like these just go on youtube and type in : mep vidoes OR amv videos.

This is my playlist on my youtube account and it contains all the music anime videos that i really liked so i put them there together.check 'em out for me if you want to see some more like that one ^.

My anime list. CLICK HERE

I love you all enjoy my playlist :* have a great day :D